at this point i can't do much more than worry and wait, so i'm doing both. got home from the office and was happy to see my older dog hadn't peed on the floor. sent a few emails, investigated an issue, logged off and had a beer. a tallboy of red ale as the dogs ran around the yard.
i'm tired and my body hurts and i'm feeling my age. missing when i was young & dumb & could sleep off anything. feeling not just old & older, but vulnerable. i mean, most things are always out of our control. but i feel it now.
tomorrow i wfh and before work starts i'm going to lay down a shitty ambient track. do some writing over my lunch break. most things are out of my control. but some things are, and nothing good comes without work.