journal

2024

2024-11-12: a sinking ship is still a ship
2024-11-08: meadowsweet
2024-11-02: winter music
2024-10-30: chronology
2024-10-28: was it the cake?
2024-10-23: my world gets smaller and maybe that's okay
2024-10-17: the burning & the quiet
2024-10-12: the belt tightens
2024-10-06: sharp metaphors (black humour, tw: self harm)
2024-10-03: an old memory: studying
2024-09-26: cork
2024-09-22: half
2024-09-17: staring down the end of wfh
2024-09-10: family, finally
2024-09-07: sushi; getting older
2024-09-03: romaine?
2024-08-24: back at it
2024-08-22: i guess that was probably inevitable
2024-08-19: how is the summer almost done?
2024-08-14: feeling it today
2024-08-09: christ
2024-08-04: red
2024-07-27: i wish i lived in your world of righteousness and no nuance
2024-07-21: i need quiet
2024-07-15: what a weekend
2024-07-12: sick
2024-07-09: tricking my dog
2024-07-03: i ate too much and that's okay
2024-06-30: copa america
2024-06-23: gone
2024-06-20: noise
2024-06-14: afternoon off
2024-06-09: altmusik
2024-06-04: practice
2024-06-01: syrinx
2024-05-31: unsettled: 2
2024-05-28: walk/run
2024-05-24: pulling back
2024-05-18: long weekend (so far)
2024-05-13: trackers
2024-05-12: gardening
2024-05-09: no contact but in dreams
2024-05-05: break break
2024-05-03: important appearance update
2024-04-30: "you need more adversity"
2024-04-27: little islands in the ether
2024-04-24: threshold
2024-04-21: keeping busy
2024-04-16: first run of the year
2024-04-12: new (work) computer
2024-04-08: totality
2024-04-04: my stress dreams are trying new lines of attack
2024-04-01: playdate
2024-03-31: extra day off
2024-03-31: grandparents, recovery
2024-03-26: cooling; crater
2024-03-23: collapsing plans
2024-03-18: ongoing creative work
2024-03-14: alan doyle & the 90s music scene
2024-03-09: caesura
2024-03-05: hong kong milk tea
2024-03-02: one-directional love
2024-02-28: the way we want what we want
2024-02-25: post-twitter, a sentence each
2024-02-23: death letter
2024-02-22: it's cold and quiet outside
2024-02-20: retrospring, neocentricity
2024-02-17: happy (belated) christmas; pot-water tea
2024-02-13: editing?
2024-02-11: trips
2024-02-06: done with physio
2024-02-02: february
2024-01-31: ghosts
2024-01-26: mtl
2024-01-25: spices
2024-01-24: just catching up, 2
2024-01-20: an open air pot garden? this far north?
2024-01-17: cold snap
2024-01-12: we used to tell ourselves it gets better but that isn't always true (cw: discussion of suicide)
2024-01-10: reading
2024-01-07: one thing into another
2024-01-02: punta cana

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