2026-05-10: not doing much of anything

my partner has been sick since friday. we were supposed to go to the symphony last night, but after my commitments yesterday afternoon, we decided to cancel. i gave away our tickets, and we stayed in, she watched tv, i made her peppermint tea with honey and got her glasses of ice water to help with the fever. it's just after 7am. i hope she sleeps in another couple of hours. she was up several times during the night.

my grandmother was readmitted to the hospital. she's apparently lost a lot of weight. my parents are trying to get more information.

and one of the musicians i play with is leaving in late aug/early sept to take a principal posting east of here. very much good for him, but i'm still mourning the impending end of the ensemble i've played with the last year, at least in its current configuration. and grateful for the chance to play in a chamber setting again. hasn't been years so much as decades.

caught a glimpse of myself in the tall mirrors at the end of our rehearsal room at band practice last week. the long hair and the long, grey beard. almost everyone else in the group so much younger. yeah, don't worry, it'll catch up with you, too.

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